Bummed Out! :0(

I am so bummed out right now. And let me just say that Aaron and I talked this over so many times since Monday that we were starting to get on each others nerves about the subject. I was given the opportunity to work somewhere that I have only dreamed of since I was just out of high school. I went to school to become a Veterinary Tech but circumstances came up where I had to drop out and never was another chance to return to school. So I moved on with different careers through the last fifteen years. Well I had to turn down my dream job because of scheduling conflicts. The job at a Vet Clinic in Baker was from 6:am-9:am and 3:pm-6:pm. I put the Boys on the bus at 7 during school and the Boss was willing to work with me there. But the Boys get out of school at 2:45 & Aaron don't get off work until 4:30. Daycare in Baker is so darn expensive that it wasn't even figured into the equation. This is one of the first jobs that I have ever turned down. I have always been up for the challenge of penciling things in & figuring out how to deal with it later. Guess that I am finally slowing down and want a much simpler life for our family.